Bleah, I am accomplishing nothing. I'm working on Oaksy's scarf, and that's been pretty much it. Jasper is doing well with leash training, though. He hardly needs any prompting now. Jack, on the other hand...
Confidence building is going nowhere.
I'm a rather discouraged Jan right about now, but it'll get better. I need to focus on goals I can get done and just do them, like my photography challenges. That will make me feel better.
Meanwhile, back to Oaksy's scarf.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Weekly Update #9
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Labels: bisexual, christmas, confidence building, creativity, do unto others, goal 22, goal 68, goal 8, goats, pets, photography
Monday, October 20, 2008
Weekly Update #8
I haven't accomplished much at all this last week. Well, it hasn't felt like I have, anyway. I figure it's time to sit down and plot some things to do this brand new week and see how I fare. Plans are usually a good thing.
Confidence Building
8. Be more open about being bisexual (lose this lingering shame I was taught growing up)
I'd thought about doing a series of posts on LJ, just talking about how I knew growing up, my feelings on being told such a thing was an abomination, etc. I'll keep it behind an LJ-cut, so it won't be mandatory reading for anyone. It'll just be there in case someone wants to know.
Honestly, just typing the above paragraph was hard for me. I have a feeling this idea will take a very long time to carry out, which I guess is the point. You can't make yourself comfortable with such a thing overnight. Time is the key.
Creativity
17. Complete the 100 Snapshots Challenge (0/100)
18. Complete 26 Things and post in my journal (0/26)
I've been thinking about getting these two done and out of the way (linkage above). The 100 Challenge will be fun because it's such a big list of thing to photograph! I copied the list and alphabetized it to make it easier, though.
Pets
68. Breed Zoe and Frank
Frank has recently began to "rut," which is normal for goats in the fall. It means Zoe has come into season for sure. He's urinating all over himself and being rather aggressive. He takes great pleasure in knocking me down by side-swiping me on a steep hill. *glares* This behavior can last between a few days, a few weeks, or up to two months.
Either way, the goal here is to get him to successfully knock up Zoe so we will have baby pygmy goats. Not much I can really do to help in this department, though. (Have you ever seen little baby pygmy goats? Look them up on YouTube. You don't even need sound to see how precious and little they are!)
Related to Stories
82. Complete at least one book in the Jade trilogy
Yesterday, I had an epiphany. Now to put this new idea to work... and completely toss out everything I'd already written for the first book. :-/
I guess that's plenty to think and work on this week, don't you? *nods* Now to get my ghetto booty in gear and get-r-do!
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Labels: bisexual, confidence building, creativity, goal 17, goal 18, goal 68, goal 8, goal 82, goats, pets, photography, stories
Friday, October 3, 2008
Being Confident
Confidence Building
8. Be more open about being bisexual (lose this lingering shame I was taught growing up)
Katy Perry's song is a great way to open the topic up, even if in a vague way. It's a small start, but a start nonetheless. :-) It rattled my nerves a bit, but it went well. Very brief, then it was over.
*nods*
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Labels: bisexual, confidence building, goal 8
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Weekly Update
Cleaning and Organizing
2. Clean my car, inside and out
The other day, we bought needed material for washing cars. Apparently, washing Larry's Firebird with just Dawn and water isn't good enough... lmao.
Confidence Building
8. Be more open about being bisexual (lose this lingering shame I was taught growing up)
Still trying to figure out a way to go about this without becoming one of those "screaming homo/bisexuals" that I can't stand.
Personal Upgrades
62. Buy 6 matching sets of pretty bras and panties (2/6)
Yay!
Preparation
76. Research horse ownership and care
I was offered a horse yesterday... for free. As in a no-bull-crap offer free horse. O_o Politely declined because I don't even have a goat shed yet. I need a barn before I can have a horse.
So yeah, such is my progress as of late. Nothing terribly exciting, but progress nonetheless.
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Labels: bisexual, cars, cleaning and organizing, confidence building, goal 1, goal 2, goal 62, goal 8, horses, personal upgrades, preperation, undies
